Well, today was okay, but I really wish I didn't hear my family talk distasteful political banter. As a result of my anguish, I had to do this self portrait.
My face is emotionless and blank, as I'm just so tired of the world that I just feel neurotic. The stuff in the background are what I think about sometimes.
The dagger is what I felt long ago when I felt that I didn't have the support I wanted. the pills are what I take every morning and night to treat my ADHD, depression, and help me sleep. The gun and bullet are my desires to take my life back. The razor is a symbol of hopelessness in an uncertain world.
The blood drops are my suffering that I feel every day when I have to exist in the same plane of existence with fools.
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