Tfw you realize that your abuser never actually cared about taking COVID precautions & was just using it to control & isolate you. Bc when your child is sick with cold & flu symptoms & you ask him if he's taken a COVID test, he says "Why would I? I don't have any symptoms" & meanwhile he's been taking the unmasked kid on crowded public transit (which wasn't an option when you were together even w/o a car which meant you were stuck at home w them for 15-hour days while he "worked.")